As-salamu alaykum...this is my first post to the CTTLA fans. I have so much to share about myself, my life, and my journey. I just got back from the studio working on my album. I had so much on my mind, thinking about what I am really doing on this earth? Am I doing what I'm supposed to be doing, or am I really achieving my dreams that could go away the next day? I'm under a lot of pressure at this moment. I've been so stressed with management, my dating life and my family. Speaking of family, My mother and I constantly butt-head everyday when we get the chance to be around each other. It is another reason why I had a tremendously weight gain few years ago. She plays the favoritism card with my other half brothers which are 2 and 8. I feel so alone in the world, I have a mother who constanly battle with me, say hurtful words about my past, my lifestyle. On good days, we can have a good converstation and laugh. But On bad days, she really can hit below the belt. Calling me a ho, bitch, faggot and other words I couldn't say in this blog. This is why I'm so cold-hearted, I do not cry. I don't have lots of emotion in my heart. I have a care-free attitude, but when you really hit below the belt. I'm gonna become karma and beat your ass. I'm a bitch who can really be positive, but when you get negative with me. I'm going to become Peaches, Peaches is the bitch you do not want to fuck with. On another note, my dating life is kinda crazy, chaos yet secretive. I am dating an very successful millionaire which I can't mention his name, he is in the public light. I feel so stressed from it because I feel like a secret to him. We have a open relationship which I'm leery with. But it's also fun, I also see other guys that don't care about being exposed in the community. The guys who I see on the side are more "I don't care about fame" thing, which makes me feel like secure. Because number 1, I have longevity of being a celebrity. Number 2, I don't want anyone to use me to gain anything in life. I feel like I'm going to break out and dump my millionaire hubby any day. And be fucking free like I usually am. I'm gonna stop writing this and bottle all of my emotions for now and write to you more later about my journey. It's your bitch, Peaches. Ela Al Lekaa.
-Peaches
#CTTLA
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
MY FIRST TIME
(sipping wine)
I will do my best to give life to every situation simply because its just in my nature to try and be positive and happy......(now I did say TRY) ;)
I am a hardworking, fun loving, fierce drag queen who knows the greatness that God has givin me. I love my job and I intend on doing it until he calls me home.
I am single and always looking for Mr Right but sometimes drag gets in the way because I do put my career before a relationship... and some men cant take my job and if they cant take my job they definitely cant take my family.
Im very close to my family and the opinions they have mean the world to me.
I have a secondary job that I love to do....I work part time at a Dance Supply Store where we sell all dance attire and shoes to every aspiring professional entertainer there is..I love it because I am a dancer I danced in School and most of my performances are choreographed down and also I just love the beauty of it. Now that's the dancers..... the Dance MOMS on the other hand are very special.. Nothing like on TV but dammit pretty fucken close. Everyday I get home and drink me a nice glass of wine hunnee to relax
As you can tell by now I love my wine & cocktails!!!!! I am a true party boy I love being out with the people chatting, partying and of course.... CATCHIN THAT T....
Well this was just a taste of ME hope you got enough
Until Next Time Kidz
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