A couple weeks have passed since my first blog and that's because a bitch has been busy (GOOD BUSY) I was working on getting myself a new car, haven't had one for a couple years. So it feels good. I made some stupid choices in my early 20's. Some I wish I could slap myself for but that's life.
I have been working so much lately.....with my Drag bookings getting more frequent and still having my day job I barely have time for myself let alone my family....it saddens me on some days cuz we are all growing up and becoming full blown adults...and making adult choices which sometimes means we have to not see each other as often as we would like. I'm the oldest of 5 and i practically helped raise all of them....with my dad and mom (step-mom) both working I took care of them...so to see how grown up we all are is too cray for me.
I call my step-mom my mom simply because she as been in my life since i was 2 and my birth mother gave me to my dad and never looked back...I finally found her when I turned 18 and we had a little relationship but things went sour for reasons she felt were validated and to me they were pretty hypocritical being that she never seen me grow up or even cared. I then seen her about 2 years later at a starbucks where i tried to mend fences and she didnt even get out of her car she rolled her window down about a quarter inch and gave me the response of "Im not mad I just dont care" and its been about 5 years since that, havent seen or spoken to her. HER LOSS!!!!!
I feel all I do is work work work... or should I say WORK WORK WERQ!!!!!! Because Drag is a full time job darlings...some people think drag isn't a real job but let me tell you I know some queens who have made a very good living entertaining including myself and if I can make a living by doing what I love to do, then im gonna work as hard as I can to make sure the people continue to want me.
I recently did a show at MICKYS BAR in West Hollywood where three of my #CTTLA cast memebers came to see and I was thrilled that they got to see me in my element. We chatted had a great time....those ladies are definitely grade A in my book ;-)!!!!!!!!!
well until next time kidz, I have a long weekend ahead of me...got gigs Saturday through Monday..
#BOOKEDQUEEN #COINEDDOWN
(sipping another glass)
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